| 2012 is shit. |
[Mar. 17th, 2012|09:47 pm] |
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| |  crushed | ] |
It's been almost 2 years.
Sure you did tone down. Part of me tells me you're fucking broke that's why you can't afford much of those shit anymore.
Sometimes I find you pitiful, sometimes I feel bad about the things that I've done behind your back that's why I become slightly nicer to you.
I can't trust you at all. Ever since you lied to me once, I was traumatised. How can you even lie to someone so close and dear to you? Fuck, don't you have a sense of love and honesty.
I really envy other happy couples. Don't always think you're right, I'm sure that will help you more in life.
Ever love someone so much that no matter how bad things goes, you can't stand a day of breakup.... |
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| There's nothing I could change. |
[Jun. 8th, 2011|12:50 am] |
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| |  busy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | First State Feat Relyk - Cross The Line (Extended Mix) | ] |
I should stop being afraid of tripping over your toes, stop being overly cautious with every step I take around you.
Because I'm stabbing myself in the ass and feeling fake as hell, unable to express what I truly feel.
So can a kind soul show me how to start getting myself out of this mess? |
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| The wonderful things in the life, is simplicity. |
[Mar. 16th, 2011|01:44 am] |
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| |  confused | ] |
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| | The Temper Trap - Soldier On | ] |
A lot has been on my mind lately, including now.
Looking back, I realized how much one can grow within a few years.
I was foolish, I did stupid things, I did things that were against the law, I was a rebel, I was ignorant and what my mind could only think back then was, enjoy and worry later.
Now, I'm being exposed to the wider perspective of life.
I've seen uglier sides of people, I've came into contact of what love really means, but there is one thing which I still can't figure out...
What my priorities are, On the surface, I assured others I knew what mine are, but deep inside I know I lack the strength to stand and fight for what is right. I've learnt to cherish those are around me. Knowing who'd be there in times of needs and wants. I've learnt to throw away my egoistic self-being. I've learnt to take things more seriously. I've learnt to put others' feelings before me. I am not perfect, but I keep trying. |
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| Tumblr, |
[Feb. 17th, 2011|01:24 am] |
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| |  cynical | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | P!nk - Fuckin' Perfect | ] |
I think Tumblr is cooler,
http://yaygrace.tumblr.com/ |
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| No turning back |
[Feb. 5th, 2011|01:49 am] |
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| |  hopeful | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Gui Boratto - No Turning Back | ] |
Still one of the most depressing electronic music I've ever listen, well at least it is to me.
Check out 3.04, it's just breath-taking.
It gives the feeling of nothing else matters.
It makes you feel like your mistakes are common and normal.
Fairly ignorant but effective
It kind of makes you feel better about yourself and who you are, without motivating you to change your bad habits,
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